I have a fetish that is also bad for my health, but I'm thankful that fantasizing about it and reading/watching porn is enough to get me off and that I don't have to do it to myself. This sounds like an addiction, and it's okay to relapse. Have you tried eating/drinking things that fill your stomach or make you feel full but don't have all the calories? (Like carbonated drinks, high protein foods, etc). Is it feeling full that's the turn on or the idea that you'll be gaining weight from the food you're eating?
When it comes to sex i only care about looks, personality doesn't do anything for me in the bedroom
I have a fetish that is also bad for my health, but I'm thankful that fantasizing about it and reading/watching porn is enough to get me off and that I don't have to do it to myself. This sounds like an addiction, and it's okay to relapse. Have you tried eating/drinking things that fill your stomach or make you feel full but don't have all the calories? (Like carbonated drinks, high protein foods, etc). Is it feeling full that's the turn on or the idea that you'll be gaining weight from the food you're eating?