You know the baseline for S.O.s is supposed to be amazing. Not fine but. Not good but. Not amazing but. Don't settle. You're not happy. Lord knows you've tried. Has he? Aren't you worth effort? Go find a guy that is amazing, but sexually pleases you too.
but doesn't it have big consequences on my body , what if I'm not pregnant and take it
You know the baseline for S.O.s is supposed to be amazing. Not fine but. Not good but. Not amazing but. Don't settle. You're not happy. Lord knows you've tried. Has he? Aren't you worth effort? Go find a guy that is amazing, but sexually pleases you too.