I really just wanna reach through my screen and give you a hug. You shouldn't be dealing with this. Noone should pressure you into sexual acts you aren't wanting to do and his age makes it even worse. There's really no being good in bed it's just compatibility with your partner, when you are new to sex this takes a bit of communication. When you feel safe exploring new things can be really fun but this situation sounds bad.
Where are you in your cycle? When is your period due? Becuase there's 2 weeks in a month where you simply cannot get pregnant, no chance.
I really just wanna reach through my screen and give you a hug. You shouldn't be dealing with this. Noone should pressure you into sexual acts you aren't wanting to do and his age makes it even worse. There's really no being good in bed it's just compatibility with your partner, when you are new to sex this takes a bit of communication. When you feel safe exploring new things can be really fun but this situation sounds bad.