I think it’s acceptable to question whether or not you want to be in a monogamous relationship. It sounds like you need to see and fuck other people to see what you really like and want. But if you really like your girlfriend you have to decide if all the other parts of the relationship are worth staying in and remaining monogamous. There are a lot of people out here having crazy awesome sex with bat shit crazy people. Me and my wife have been married for 22 years and we work hard to added kink and variety into our relationship which help keep it fresh and fun. Good luck!
I think it’s acceptable to question whether or not you want to be in a monogamous relationship. It sounds like you need to see and fuck other people to see what you really like and want. But if you really like your girlfriend you have to decide if all the other parts of the relationship are worth staying in and remaining monogamous. There are a lot of people out here having crazy awesome sex with bat shit crazy people. Me and my wife have been married for 22 years and we work hard to added kink and variety into our relationship which help keep it fresh and fun. Good luck!