I can understand why you feel that way, but my main thought is that you will find someone who actually likes the same things that you do. You will probably only find them through some up-front conversation and some trial-and-error, but they are out there for you. Find a guy who doesn't care about blowjobs, there are plenty out there. From personal experience – I like them, but I don't care about them. In my case, I care more about kissing and that she likes when I perform oral and touch her everywhere with my mouth and hands. I don't really care about receiving oral. Plenty of guys are like me. Some guys are the opposite… they would not work for you.
My best advice to you, talk to professionals Build VERY strong boundaries Stay single until you can easily say what you need to say, and say no without feeling like you need to please others Then date around your age If you are already struggling mentally this is going to put you in a vulnerable position People who want to take advantage look for there traits Be single, live , experience life Then find a relationship. Learn to be alone and feel okay about it before seeking a partnership Talk to a professional mental health person Also delete those videos if you can. Tell the mental health professional about this. So it is documented
Look, it's very likely he was going hard at her gspot and she squirted and emptied her bladder. When it happens it's not related to the quality of the sex ever for me, only the technique used.She is having orgasms WITH YOU!!!! that's what matters man, squirting is not important. You keep your wife satisfied and that's amazing so don't let this get to you.
I can understand why you feel that way, but my main thought is that you will find someone who actually likes the same things that you do. You will probably only find them through some up-front conversation and some trial-and-error, but they are out there for you. Find a guy who doesn't care about blowjobs, there are plenty out there. From personal experience – I like them, but I don't care about them. In my case, I care more about kissing and that she likes when I perform oral and touch her everywhere with my mouth and hands. I don't really care about receiving oral. Plenty of guys are like me. Some guys are the opposite… they would not work for you.
Unfortunately you have to tell him how and what is making you feel like this.
This post has received excellent and varied responses to OPs problem; as a result comments have now been locked.
My best advice to you, talk to professionals Build VERY strong boundaries Stay single until you can easily say what you need to say, and say no without feeling like you need to please others Then date around your age If you are already struggling mentally this is going to put you in a vulnerable position People who want to take advantage look for there traits Be single, live , experience life Then find a relationship. Learn to be alone and feel okay about it before seeking a partnership Talk to a professional mental health person Also delete those videos if you can. Tell the mental health professional about this. So it is documented
This is helpful, thank you! Also, love your username!
Nothing, your sentence is redundant
Look, it's very likely he was going hard at her gspot and she squirted and emptied her bladder. When it happens it's not related to the quality of the sex ever for me, only the technique used.She is having orgasms WITH YOU!!!! that's what matters man, squirting is not important. You keep your wife satisfied and that's amazing so don't let this get to you.
Thankfully I told them to leave, so they were just POSSIBLE hook ups. They all seemed so amazing and great! //:
Along as you're both happy and understand any rules go for it.